(spoiler alert it's me)
Anywaaaaay, I haven't been on this site in a while. And by a while I mean like 5 centuries god damn.
I have drawn a whole lot, but...I'm just so lazy ;_; and I've been feeling like shit ever since School started, but things just keep getting progressively worse and worse.
My grades are worse than ever, and I keep on feeling shunned by EVERYONE, even my close friends. I've never had stage fright before, but now I can't even stand up in front of the class and read stuff out loud!!! What's wrong with me?
There's sooo many nice people on deviantart and I feel like a jerk for just ignoring you all. It's just that, the amount of messages in my inbox scared me. I know I've said this before, but I really used to enjoy this site. But as my day-to-day amount of messages grew, so did the amount of toxic people on this site, and I just started feeling anxious about everything. I also kept on thinking " why delete messages when you're just gonna get more the next day?" So sorry to my old-time friends on here who I totally abandoned in the dust like the dumbass that I am.
In lighter events, whoa, you guys are progressing in art so much! and s/o to
cuz y'all are bout to be featured in museums daaaaaamn
school just makes me wanna barf everywhere, I really am starting to hate it. We're gonna visit some stupid museum nobody's ever heard of and it'll probably be shitty.
Also, this girl who used to hate me is being pretty civil with me. Weird. I have no idea why she comes up and talks to me after 2 1/4 years of dirty looks and attempts to trip me. Maybe she's finally human. And maybe Youtube will change the comment system back. ///sarcasm
The homestuck hiatus is going a lil worse than I imagined, I feel like 75% of the fans got fed up and just left. At least I have Supernatural and Free, my other two fandoms...I also recently watched all 5 seasons of Parks and Rec. It was amazing. Any other suggestions of stuff on Netflix to watch? I've already seen Breakfast Club too, it was hella rad.
okay I'm off into the jungle of my messages to try and fight my way back to humanity aka a clear inbox (though I think that's nigh impossible considering the fact that when I logged on here I had 930 messages)
okay bye lovelies uwu